Everyone knows I came back to Fort Worth and I came alone. I thought it would be hard because I had been with Guy the last 9 months. It was hard. There is an adjustment to everything that you do I guess.
It is strange when you think about it. When you first meet someone everything is so great. You think this is the one. You will be with this person forever. He is so nice. He treats you like a princess. What ever person should do when they get with a guy that has been married several times is talk to his ex and see what she has to say about him. I am sure it is not good. Of course a lot of women would not be willing to tell you about the relationship. But then there are the ones who would like to broadcast how bad he was.
When I first met Guy I didn't even think he was the one. I liked him but not a lot. I guess it grew after that. The more I saw of him the better I liked him. I had been alone for a couple of years. Sitting home alone not going out much since I didn't like going alone. I thought it was neat getting to go out to eat or to a movie. He always opened the door for me. He was a real gentleman. I was very impressed. I thought I was in love.
Then he got me an engagement ring. It was a square cut that was the prettiest ring I had ever seen. I would just stare at it a lot. I had never had one that pretty. I admit it was nice getting all that attention. I also thought it would be nice to have someone to share things with and not have to worry about everything by yourself.
Guy moved to Sweetwater with me and from there everything went downhill. I don't even know why. Maybe because just us two were there and my kids were here. He always said he couldn't wait until we were there by ourselves because here I always had some kid living with me. After we got there though I found it to be boring. Not much shopping in Sweetwater . We really didn't do much. How things could change that much I don't know but it did.
We had just got unpacked when I came down with a stomach virus and then a week later I got the kidney stone. Guy tried to help me but he wasn't a good cook. He couldn't do much to help me. He sat outside a lot. I lay in bed because I couldn't even sit up I was in so much pain.
Finally I decided I had rather be single. I packed some stuff and I came back to Fort Worth. My time has went fast here spending a lot of time with my grand kids. I don't know if I will always be single but for now it is just fine.
I could have told you a long time ago that being alone is not the worst thing in the world. You make your own happiness. You don't expect someone else to supply it.
ReplyDeleteI always liked it fine being alone Judy. But it was nice having companionship too if you like that person. But sometimes it takes awhile to really get to know that person.
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