Back Home in Fort Worth

Tonight I am back home in Fort Worth. It is comfortable to be back in my house that I have lived in for twelve years. I thought Sweetwater was where I wanted to be mostly but I was wrong. I can go there now and then but not to stay.

Maybe it was getting sick and being there almost helpless for a month straight. No family around. I got where everything made me so sick to even think of. All I did was sleep . I couldn't hardly eat. And having pain from a kidney stone is one of the worst pains there is. I just have the stent now and it is very painful too.

Tuesday I go to a urologist and see if it is time to get the stent out. I hope so. This has been horrible. I will drink lemonade the rest of my life. They say lemon water keeps the kidney stones away.

After I got back here I been eating over my daughters and I think I have gained a pound after losing 11 pounds. I don't want to get down in the 90's again. It is so hard for me to gain weight. It has been that way all my life. I know lots of people have trouble losing weight. Just like I do gaining weight.

After I finally get well I plan on concentrating real hard on writing. I have a course I am doing. Trying to get good enough to write magazine articles. I will continue to write my blog. I will continue to get on facebook. Try to find things to keep my life busy.

Today my daughter Jana went to church with me and her three boys Kaiden, Connor and Colton. I wasn't feeling real good because with that stent I am sick to my stomach when I first get up and take the pain pill. Feeling sick to the stomach is not a good feeling. I felt weak and shaky but it is mostly just sitting and listening to the preacher. He does have us stand quiet a bit. I said I can do it. I am tough. Look what God has done for me. I can come to worship in his house. I made it. They had a Thanksgiving lunch there so we stayed for that. It was all very nice.

Tonight two of my grandkids are spending the night with me. I am watching the Cowboys play. All comfy on the sofa. My world is going great tonight and hopefully it gets better in days to come.