I opened my closet for some reason today and just glancing at all my high heels and flip flops made me kind of sad that summer is over. It still feels like summer outside but it isn't supposed to be. I had an unusual summer I guess. For me....Then in the end of August I got my newborn grand daughter Tay and haven't written on here but I do have a web site as most of you know about Tay and I.
I met this guy back in March who was a performer by singing and playing bass guitar but we just text and didn't really see him perform until the summer. He was a very popular guy and I guess all that kind of went to my head that I knew this man who was performing in front of a lot of people. He ask me to come hear him sing at the senior center. He sang country there. I did. Then he told me he played and sang blues music at a lounge on the southwest side of Fort Worth. I talked Jana into going with me to hear him. He was a really good bass player. Lots of women went up to him constantly hugging him.
After that first time I went every Thursday to hear him. Not my kind of thing to go to a lounge at night sometimes alone but I did. I hardly missed a time. He had played there for twenty years. During his breaks he always came and sat with me. That made me feel important. Girls would come up to him and start talking. But it was me he sat with.
He came over a couple of times to my home and we would talk but other than that I just seen him when I went to see him perform. We never actually went out on a date. He was always saying he had several girls to pick from and he had to make a decision. He said I wasn't the only one. That should have been enough for me. I should have said forget it. We text a lot but he sometimes wouldn't answer me for days.
Then one day in texting he ask me if I felt the sexual tension we had. I had never heard of that. I read about it online and yes we did have it. It said there could be a room full of people but you only had eyes for each other . It also said if you waited days to answer call or text they liked you better. Which that is what happened. The longer he waited to talk with me the more I liked him. When I would go see him perform when I walked in and saw him on stage with his guitar on his shoulders and playing and singing it was exciting! He would look at me a lot. Sometimes text me while he was playing saying I had on sexy slippers as he called them. I think he had a thing about shoes.
He told me girls he had been with in the past still came to hear him sing thinking they would get back together. I knew he was all about himself although he said he wasn't. The more I seen him play the better I liked him.
Then one night he was going to come over after performing at a place. He text and said he was going to be a little late because he wanted to go by the lounge and see someone he hadn't seen in a long time. I said okay. But he stayed until they closed there and then came over around 2 am. Thinking everything was okay. No it wasn't. You take me for granted like that. I am no longer that girl you thought I was. He didn't see anything wrong that he had done. He was so full of himself!
Moral to this story. Don't ever like anyone that is popular with everyone. They think they are something!
Seeing the shoes that I wore and the capris in my closet just made me sad. It was a summer to remember! And it wont happen again! But it was exciting at the time.
