A lady I consider a friend the other day told me I have to love myself for anyone else to love me. I got to thinking about that. Do I love myself? Yeah I am pretty sure I do. I know I don't hate myself. I am pretty well happy most of the time. I am a nice person. I help people when I can. I don't have a guilty conscience about anything.
My life is probably better right now then it has ever been. I have a nice house and I have a nice car. I can pay my bills and have a little left over for shopping. I don't do without anything. I am not starving. I go to a movie every now and then or out wherever I want to go .
Since I am single it does get a little lonely sometimes. Then I just get a grand child and not lonely anymore. I am glad to be alone awhile after that. I have never got along with men I guess or maybe I didn't have the right one. Is there a right one for me? I don't know.
Kaylee is spending the night tonight with me. We are watching what she wants to watch on TV. At 10 pm though we go lie down on my bed. I read and she watches more TV. I think my bed is my comfort zone. At night when I am alone I am glad when it gets to be 10. I usually go to my room. Not to go to sleep yet. I usually get online on my phone or laptop. Sometimes I write a few letters. I always have People magazines to read or the current book I am on. Right now I am reading Mary Higgins Clark 's new book.
I love my life and I love me!
Friday, May 27, 2016
Sunday, May 8, 2016
It Was A Good Mother's Day......
It was a good day today. I don't see all my kids but I do hear from them. That is more than some people get. This morning started out with John texting me telling me Happy Mother's Day. Three minutes later Allen did. It's a texting world when you cant even call I guess. My daughter Melanie did call a little later. It was nice to talk for a little while. I already knew I would be going to Jana's later for dinner.
I went to church and all the ladies was handed a carnation. The pastor talked about Mother's in his sermon. Honor Thy Father and Mother . I don't remember the chapter it was in but it was in Exodus where it said to honor you Father and Mother and you would lead a long life. That is one thing I can say. I never dishonored my Father or Mother.
After church my daughter Darla called. We had a nice conversation. Later my son Dustin text saying him and his wife Lana was sick and would not get to come today. Charles lives here with me so that was all of them. The girls call and the boys text.
I went over Jana's around 6. We had chicken or hamburgers. She had fixed the most delicious cake I had ever eaten. It had cool whip on top and it was good. She bought me a rose in a pot I can plant. I also got a bag of different things in it. And a card from the kids and one from her and Vasile. She is a very thoughtful daughter.
After dinner we watched a movie. And now I am home fixing to go to bed.
I think yesterday I done too much trying to pull weeds out of my flower bed. Connor came over and helped me. Today my legs hurt bad. I am so out of shape I guess. After we pulled weeds we went and saw the movie "Mother's Day." Very good movie. I recommend it.
Hopefully I wake up tomorrow and I am not hurting in my muscles. I never know I am doing too much until after I get through doing it.
I hope everyone had a nice Mothers Day. I couldn't ask for more except to hear from all my kids in some shape or form and I did.
I went to church and all the ladies was handed a carnation. The pastor talked about Mother's in his sermon. Honor Thy Father and Mother . I don't remember the chapter it was in but it was in Exodus where it said to honor you Father and Mother and you would lead a long life. That is one thing I can say. I never dishonored my Father or Mother.
After church my daughter Darla called. We had a nice conversation. Later my son Dustin text saying him and his wife Lana was sick and would not get to come today. Charles lives here with me so that was all of them. The girls call and the boys text.
I went over Jana's around 6. We had chicken or hamburgers. She had fixed the most delicious cake I had ever eaten. It had cool whip on top and it was good. She bought me a rose in a pot I can plant. I also got a bag of different things in it. And a card from the kids and one from her and Vasile. She is a very thoughtful daughter.
After dinner we watched a movie. And now I am home fixing to go to bed.
I think yesterday I done too much trying to pull weeds out of my flower bed. Connor came over and helped me. Today my legs hurt bad. I am so out of shape I guess. After we pulled weeds we went and saw the movie "Mother's Day." Very good movie. I recommend it.
Hopefully I wake up tomorrow and I am not hurting in my muscles. I never know I am doing too much until after I get through doing it.
I hope everyone had a nice Mothers Day. I couldn't ask for more except to hear from all my kids in some shape or form and I did.
Sunday, May 1, 2016
First Time I Ever Been to May Fest ......
I went to May Fest Saturday and it was crowded! My grand daughter was dancing ballet and tap dance. It was kind of cool all day too. Which didn't help my sinus /allergy problems. It was worth it to get to see her dance though. I have to say she done a good job. (Of course I am not prejudice.) But she really was the best.
We had to walk a really long way from where we had to park. Jana's mom in law met us down there and I decided to ride back with her. Jana was going to take the kids on some rides for awhile. We started back on the long walk to her car. She said she knew where it was . Well, she didn't. We walked and walked and couldn't find it. So many cars! Finally Jana was leaving so we talked on the cell and they found us. Found Bev's car. We were so relieved.
Today my legs are so sore. I guess I am not used to walking much. I can say I have been to May Fest now. I don't know if I would want to go again. I don't like crowds.
Today Jana, Kaylee and I went to church. The pastor had told us ladies to wear hats for Mothers Day, A lot of ladies did but some didn't. Of course Jana and I did. I had bought Kaylee one a month or so ago. She couldn't find it and she was a little upset.
They served a lunch to us too . They brought us plates to our table already filled. It was chicken, broccoli, potatoes and squash with a roll. And then cupcakes for dessert. These other things too that I didn't know what it was but it was delicious. A pastry thing with crème inside. A very nice lunch.
Weekend is over now. I have an appointment with the dermatologist. We will see how that goes tomorrow. But for now it is reading time and then nite nite time.
We had to walk a really long way from where we had to park. Jana's mom in law met us down there and I decided to ride back with her. Jana was going to take the kids on some rides for awhile. We started back on the long walk to her car. She said she knew where it was . Well, she didn't. We walked and walked and couldn't find it. So many cars! Finally Jana was leaving so we talked on the cell and they found us. Found Bev's car. We were so relieved.
Today my legs are so sore. I guess I am not used to walking much. I can say I have been to May Fest now. I don't know if I would want to go again. I don't like crowds.
Today Jana, Kaylee and I went to church. The pastor had told us ladies to wear hats for Mothers Day, A lot of ladies did but some didn't. Of course Jana and I did. I had bought Kaylee one a month or so ago. She couldn't find it and she was a little upset.
They served a lunch to us too . They brought us plates to our table already filled. It was chicken, broccoli, potatoes and squash with a roll. And then cupcakes for dessert. These other things too that I didn't know what it was but it was delicious. A pastry thing with crème inside. A very nice lunch.
Weekend is over now. I have an appointment with the dermatologist. We will see how that goes tomorrow. But for now it is reading time and then nite nite time.
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