A lady I consider a friend the other day told me I have to love myself for anyone else to love me. I got to thinking about that. Do I love myself? Yeah I am pretty sure I do. I know I don't hate myself. I am pretty well happy most of the time. I am a nice person. I help people when I can. I don't have a guilty conscience about anything.
My life is probably better right now then it has ever been. I have a nice house and I have a nice car. I can pay my bills and have a little left over for shopping. I don't do without anything. I am not starving. I go to a movie every now and then or out wherever I want to go .
Since I am single it does get a little lonely sometimes. Then I just get a grand child and not lonely anymore. I am glad to be alone awhile after that. I have never got along with men I guess or maybe I didn't have the right one. Is there a right one for me? I don't know.
Kaylee is spending the night tonight with me. We are watching what she wants to watch on TV. At 10 pm though we go lie down on my bed. I read and she watches more TV. I think my bed is my comfort zone. At night when I am alone I am glad when it gets to be 10. I usually go to my room. Not to go to sleep yet. I usually get online on my phone or laptop. Sometimes I write a few letters. I always have People magazines to read or the current book I am on. Right now I am reading Mary Higgins Clark 's new book.
I love my life and I love me!
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