I know this is going to be a better year than last year. I feel it in my bones. In all reality you can make it better. You just got to work at it. And that is what I plan on doing.
I didn't make any New Year resolutions. I never keep them anyway. I can still do things without resolutions. . I am going to work on my writing more starting in the morning. Devote a few hours a day to that at least. I didn't work on it that much last year. I meant too. But before I knew it the year was over.
One reason is I spent all day texting when I wasn't working. A lot of us do that. My problem was I couldn't get away from Guy. I tried. We had not been together actually since August I think. It's hard to remember. We had actually broke up three times After a few months I would go back. Not this time . It is over. Too many lies on his part. He just kept texting and wouldn't give up. I would text him and then next thing you know I was listening to his lies again.
This year I decided I am not going to keep on being stressed by him. I want a new year. I want a new life. Right now it is alone. I can live alone. It is kind of nice actually being able to do what one wants too. I do talk occasionally to a new guy but who knows where that will lead too. I am just taking it slow. If it turns out to be more that is okay. If it don't I am happy being alone. There is no hurry. I got the rest of my life.
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