I been watching a bunch of Christmas movies. This year for the first time ever I watched "Its a Wonderful Life" with Guy. It was a good movie. I didn't cry like he did though. And he has watched it before. He even cried watching "The Holiday". I love that movie but I didn't cry.
It was nice having Guy here to watch movies with me. Lots better than watching them alone. Now he is gone though and I got to watch them alone again. I will survive because I am a survivor. I really think I was meant to live alone too.
My Mom once told me she thought I was meant to be alone. She said I was way too independent to share my life with a man. I guess she was right. I been married three times and had a few long term relationships. I have often wondered how people stay with the same person for years. I only made it 7 years with each marriage. Guys just get on my nerves!
It does get lonely being alone so much though. What is one to do if you cant get along with guys? Maybe a roommate? I always thought I wanted to be like the Golden Girls. I know it would be hard to find someone you can get along with. Living day in and day out with someone is hard whether it be a room mate or a spouse. So I guess I will continue what I am doing. Watching Christmas movies alone. And liking it.
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